Apology
Apparently I came off really harsh in the last post (2 complaints down from readers..and more awaited).
I apologize if I hurt your feelings. That doesn't mean this behaviour still doesn't piss me off.
It's been a long day at work. I got an invite for a party that I don't have a date for. And am going to look stupid going alone. But I'm going because I'd look like a loser if I sat and watched Fame Gurukul with my folks on a Saturday night.
And I miss M.
Slowly realizing I will never meet someone else who cared for me and my feelings like he did. I feel like a fool for putting career first and him next and moving to India. Now I have a great job and I'm dead inside.
*heads home to another lonely night with my thoughts and my Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire ..Vol 6*
I apologize if I hurt your feelings. That doesn't mean this behaviour still doesn't piss me off.
It's been a long day at work. I got an invite for a party that I don't have a date for. And am going to look stupid going alone. But I'm going because I'd look like a loser if I sat and watched Fame Gurukul with my folks on a Saturday night.
And I miss M.
Slowly realizing I will never meet someone else who cared for me and my feelings like he did. I feel like a fool for putting career first and him next and moving to India. Now I have a great job and I'm dead inside.
*heads home to another lonely night with my thoughts and my Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire ..Vol 6*
posted by Vikster @ 8:30 AM
7 Comments:
At 8:57 AM,
Anonymous said…
The only sin is to deny what your heart truly feels.
I *heart* Bombay ? I think you "Left your heart in ..em Boston".
At 5:53 PM,
Anonymous said…
Hey Vikster,
<....
To hear those two forbidden words,
To vanquish all the pain,
To understand my dearest wish:
To know you once again.
The years aged me remarkably,
Though they have not made me wise;
I do know I erred irrevocably -
For that I apologize.
....>
That would be do it for me !
Junaid M.
At 12:26 AM,
Vijayeta said…
Pet Peeves...i agree. I cant stand most of those things myself! And love...dating never always leads to love. Sometimes it can just be a pain in the ass and leave u feeling very bitter and angry! Love can happen just like that, esp. when u dont go out "looking" for it!
Fame Gurukul? Watching it on TV's much better than landing up on the sets and seeing all that ugliness and mediocrity in flesh n blood drifting past u :(
At 8:29 AM,
livinghigh said…
huh? so wat was so blasphemous in either de entry or de comments, baba? lol... honestly! ;-)
shubho bijoya to u as well! hope u have fun. by de way, next weekend is lokkhi pujo. not lakshmi puja! ;-)
At 7:26 PM,
Anonymous said…
It's the Vikster! I wasn't offended at all but then again I always loved your humor...It's me Meghana, your old Konkani friend from NYC---I remembered laughing with you about bi-Pai...
just reading your posts, miss you and hope everything falls into place as you deserve!
meghana
At 12:54 AM,
Vikster said…
Anydamnguy: Yeah. Get a date atleast...Preaching to the choir my man!
Balaji: You know it dude..
Junaid M: Wow. DId you write that? Cause that's exactly what I need to say.
Vijeyta: I'm about ready for my next heartbreak now LOL!
Livinghigh: The comments I got were offline..and I can't share at the risk of outing my readers..in more ways than one.
Meghana: YAY!!!!! How did you find me cutie? I miss you so much. And our good times in your tiny studio on 93rd!!
At 9:07 PM,
Anonymous said…
I dont know what u feel about it, but i think you should go back to M or M should come here. The first option is better. Think about it...seriously.
h
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